as i sit here, just into the second day of december, i wonder what's to come.. i have a few resolutions for my year, not necessarily things i will write down and call my "new year's resolution" but things i'd like to...well, improve on.
dying my hair less: it's going to fall out, seriously. maybe i should embrace the brunette in me, but every time i do that, i have an identity crisis and go back blonde... eh, time will tell, but i'll try to make it look less like straw, because that's just not attractive. sorry for the dye, damage, irons and aerosol shit i put all over you... please stay on my head a little longer so i can put off having a wig until a more socially acceptable time (i mean i'm no lil kim).
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from left to right (top) winter 2009, spring 2008 +pimp cup, fall 2008
(bottom) fall 2008, spring 2009, today upon waking, sexy, i know.
being less of a scrub: really, i hate dressing up. it would be awesome to have a profession where i could wear: tights, camisoles, sweatpants, t shirts, sweatshirts, hats, beach dresses, no pants, insert other comfortable clothing. these are the clothes (or lack there of) i enjoy spending my time in. i have a lot of nice clothes, which i only use if a) going out socially b) important event c) need to impress someone (once impressed, will return to sweats and co). unless i can find a job where i can dress like a bum 9-5, i'm going to have to figure it out and my real people clothes are going to have to come out of hiding.
leaving the past in the past: belt out a little cee lo green, take a deep breath. much better. so let's move on, shall we?
volunteer more: self explanatory? everyone could use a little more lovin'.
spend time improving lost skills: piano, those were the days, now i should work on being able to jam to some of my favorite piano rockers. brush up on the espanol again, those few semesters in college really made me hate it a) because i somehow tested into a higher level!? b) that lady's lisp (typical of some area in spain) distracted me way too much. so it's about time i buckle down with some flash cards and a margarita.
do what i want: seriously... there are so many things i want to do. ready, set, go.
be more normal when meeting new people: first impressions, not too bad at em, but after that i warm up to people far too quickly. i like being around people, but not everyone is like me, so i should probably ease into the process of introducing my awkward life. i'll work on it, ehhh, no promises.
spend time improving lost skills: piano, those were the days, now i should work on being able to jam to some of my favorite piano rockers. brush up on the espanol again, those few semesters in college really made me hate it a) because i somehow tested into a higher level!? b) that lady's lisp (typical of some area in spain) distracted me way too much. so it's about time i buckle down with some flash cards and a margarita.
do what i want: seriously... there are so many things i want to do. ready, set, go.
be more normal when meeting new people: first impressions, not too bad at em, but after that i warm up to people far too quickly. i like being around people, but not everyone is like me, so i should probably ease into the process of introducing my awkward life. i'll work on it, ehhh, no promises.
blog more: i really failed in november. hi, not like i was doing anything constructive. i need to watch less tv (which will result in blogging more), because seriously, i've become a housewife over here, i've been sucked into like 20 shows. but funny stuff still happens to me all the time and my life continues to be awkward and jobless so, more blogging, check.
so whatever your new year's resolution, aspirations for the future or just short term goals may be, make em good ones, and make one of them reading my blog more often. ta ta for now.
Answer to your hair problems...Ask for Pureology for Christmas. I fried my hair too, and that was the only shampoo/conditioner combo that worked. It's expensive as shit, but worth it. It's cheapest online, I think.
ReplyDeleteOh also Nioxxin works to keep your hair. Yep, I'm balding.
I vote strawberry blonde. Looks good with being pale if you don't have the money to tan.
You look hot in all those pics, though, so do what ya do.
I've often thought I need to be less weird around people I barely know, but then you just end up with a bunch of boring people in your life. Sure, they may like you, but will you like them? Nope.
i like you, even if you're weird. makes life interesting.
ReplyDeleteplease don't become less awkward. where will i fit in?
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